no room for wordplay

Last weekend Morgaine and I attended a three day prenatal course.

I have spent the last few days decompressing from that experience. It was a wonderful three days spent with like-minded people, sharing my hopes and fears and ultimately learning to trust myself, my instincts, and my personal strengths in this process.

I would love to write all about my weekend, to tell you about the things that I experienced. In fact I've been processing it for days, planning to do just that. But I've decided not to write about it. You see, I'm afraid that trying to string words together at this point would bring too much of my logical mind into the process and would ultimately interfere with my personal experience and how I envision bringing my child into this world.

It's become increasingly obvious to me that my logical, practical mind has only a very small place in the whole process of birthing. And so far It's a process that words can not encapsulate.

So I'm not going to try.